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I Love You So Much Always

by Alexandra Scott

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1.
To Get Over 02:39
To Get Over The moon is full tonight and I’d do anything to get over, to get over, to get over Start to walk tonight, walk across the Great Divide to get over, to get over Songs to fill the spaces, I just love the way they sound The weight I bear’s too heavy, dear, I’m tired of dragging it around On the other side there’s another deep ravine to get over, to get over, to get over On the other side there’s another shining bridge to get over, to get over If I die this moment I won’t die unsatisfied Drink my fill of water but the well will not run dry The history of the mystery, of every time you kissed me, to get over, to get over, to get over I’ll fight & run & burn, I will shut my mouth & learn to get over, to get over To get over, to get over, to get over, to get over.
2.
Smell of Cut Grass Careful, California, won’t you come home? When you do I’ll be standing, dancing, cooking on the stove You don’t know what you’re missing, caught up in your wishing Always in a rush & feeling out of touch & living like a thorn on a rose You’re missing all your joy A dream that keeps repeating, a song in your head Think about all those nights that we spent lying in your bed Try to get it back, filling in the cracks, watch it slip away, start to decay You remember the way that you felt but not just what you said Smell of cut grass, smell of cut grass Just has to happen, doesn’t have to last Doesn’t have to last, doesn’t have to last Smell of cut grass, smell of cut grass Goodnight, Carolina, see you down the road Been a long time since we’ve talked & we’re working on overload Living on nerves, hitting all the curves, sleep won’t come & it leaves you numb What am I gonna do with a life that never seems to slow? Smell of cut grass, smell of cut grass Just has to happen, doesn’t have to last Doesn’t have to last, doesn’t have to last Smell of cut grass, smell of cut grass Smell of cut grass, smell of cut grass If you don’t know then you just have to ask Just have to ask, just have to ask Smell of cut grass, smell of cut grass But when I see you come walking sad-eyed and tired Earth-shaking, heart-breaking, walking on a wire Make a little space to lie down for a while & talk about nothing at all I want to find the same feeling that we found at the start Shut out the world and climb inside your heart Baby baby baby, in the beautiful dark Take me in your ever-loving arms Smell of cut grass, smell of cut grass Just has to happen, doesn’t have to last Doesn’t have to last, doesn’t have to last Smell of cut grass, smell of cut grass Smell of cut grass, smell of cut grass If you don’t know then you just have to ask Just have to ask, just have to ask Smell of cut grass, smell of cut grass Smell of cut grass, smell of cut grass If you don’t know then you just have to ask Just have to ask, just have to ask Smell of cut grass, smell of cut grass
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Coney Island Baby The devil to the right of you, the devil that’s inside of you The worm, the man, the moon, the tree The cloud, the wheat, the sky, the ground Cherry orchards that abound And drums that beat and marching feet and angels He’s a rambler, denizen of darkness Coney Island baby, born again at Christmas Waiting for the sunset, given up to silence Ever made of sweetness, creature of the bright night time The devil walking down the road, the devil come to bless my soul Take me far away from this and scatter all my poker chips Sweet serpent kiss that boils my blood and Makes me now surrender He’s a rambler, denizen of darkness Coney Island baby, born again at Christmas Waiting for the sunset, given up to silence Ever made of sweetness, creature of the bright night time Take me down, take me down, take me down Take me down, dark star He’s a rambler, denizen of darkness Coney Island baby, born again at Christmas Waiting for the sunset, given up to silence Ever made of sweetness, creature of the bright night He’s a rambler, denizen of darkness Coney Island baby, born again at Christmas Waiting for the sunset, given up to silence Ever made of sweetness, creature of the bright night time
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Gas Station Lover Gas station lover, I know you don’t expect when you ask me out to dinner I’ll do anything but reject your offer You look at me & you say “Wow” just before you ask me out It’s a rough old world & it’s nice to feel appreciated One day when I win the Powerball with a ticket that you sold me Cause I know you give me all the lucky numbers I’ll write you a big six-figure check You can quit your job, take some nice girl out And while you take her dancing, I’ll play my piano, oh, oh, oh. Gas station lover, you ask about my boyfriend. Well, I don’t have a boyfriend. I lied because you were so persistent asking me to dinner but now I’m fascinated with my imaginary boyfriend. You ask me, “Does he know he’s lucky?” and I smile and say “Oh yes, he knows he’s lucky.” Then I take my Lotto ticket and I leave you there behind your counter but someday I’ll surprise you and say, “Thank you for making me feel beautiful. I was having a totally shitty day and I still don’t want to go out with you, I just wanted you to know, I just wanted you to know, and one day, one day, one day when I win the Powerball with a ticket that you sold me Cause I know you give me all the lucky numbers I’ll write you a big six-figure check You can quit your job, take some nice girl out And while you take her dancing, I’ll play my piano, oh, oh, oh. Gas station lover, I know you don’t expect when you ask me out to dinner I’ll do anything but reject your offer You look at me & you say “Wow” just before you ask me out It’s a rough old world & it’s nice to feel appreciated
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Sorrow On A White Horse If you tell me that’s what you are, I’ll believe you and be sorry If you tell me anything, tell me your true name I am sorrow on a white horse, I go riding through the darkness With the sound of tears behind from whence I came If you tell me that’s who you are, I’ll believe you and be sorry And our constant conversations, they will come to an end I am sorrow on a white horse, I go riding through the darkness And I ride to be with you again, my friend Never think for an instant that you were anything but nectar to the bee Never say I didn’t love you Never say that to me Will you meet me by the willow where we played when we were children, Where we moved our feet to music and to sorcery? I am sorrow on a white horse, I go riding through the darkness I have come, I have come to set you free I am sorrow on a white horse, I go riding through the darkness I have come, I have come to set you free I am sorrow on a white horse, I go riding through the darkness I have come, I have come to set you free
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If I Go To Heaven If I go to heaven, hope I sleep in a king-size bed and If I go to heaven, hope I see every dog I ever had and If I go to heaven, hope I don’t go without my friends cause everything I’ve done, right or wrong, would’ve meant nothing if it weren’t for them But first I gotta get to the holy place make it through the world without falling from grace so I won’t be ashamed to show my face if it turns out that there’s days beyond days love beyond love, space beyond space I’ll be the first to say that I’m amazed Don’t know much about heaven If there’s a heaven then I think it’s right here and If I go to heaven will the grass & trees & sun & sky and all the things I loved while living disappear? But first I gotta get to the holy place make it through the world without falling from grace so I won’t be ashamed to show my face if it turns out that there’s days beyond days love beyond love, space beyond space I’ll be the first to say that I’m amazed You can sing along and get the words all wrong But it’s the sweetest song, the sweetest song It’s the sweetest song that you ever heard You can cry in the night and think you’re alone Then you find there’s love that you didn’t know It’s the sweetest song that you ever heard If I go to heaven I won’t be lost, I’m gonna recognize Cause I ain’t a believer but I ain’t no fool And I been walking this world with open eyes I’ve seen tragedy, I’ve heard melody, I’ve heard babies cry I saw my dog die And we have all been in heaven, we have all been in hell We have all been born, we are all gonna die But first we gotta get to the holy place make it through the world without falling from grace so we won’t be ashamed to show our face if it turns out that there’s days beyond days love beyond love, space beyond space I’ll be the first to say that I’m amazed if I go to heaven.
7.
Stranger 03:07
Stranger When I came as a stranger to the city of New Orleans When I came as a stranger at the end of my childhood How tenderly she recognized that my soul was in danger And restored to me my home, when I came as a stranger There is fog on the river and the river is my sister And the devil’s beside us and his eyes are so bright And we are walking together cause we love one another There are ghosts at our table, they are feasting tonight When I came as a stranger to the city of New Orleans When I came as a stranger at the end of my childhood How tenderly she recognized that my soul was in danger And restored to me my home, when I came as a stranger For my heart is in exile, for I am no man’s daughter For I’m humbled and human by the wind and the rain For the sake of my mother, for the sake of my brother For the ponies and horses that are shaking their manes When I came as a stranger to the city of New Orleans When I came as a stranger at the end of my childhood How tenderly she recognized that my soul was in danger And restored to me my home, when I came as a stranger
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Elvis 04:29
Elvis If you don’t love Elvis you don’t love me If you don’t love Elvis you don’t love me In this world of sorrow, no man is free If you don’t love Elvis you don’t love me I wish I were a black bear in the hills of Tennessee I wish I were a black bear in the hills of Tennessee I wish I were an albatross covering the sea Giant wings, cannot walk Words, words, cannot talk If you don’t love Elvis you don’t love me If you don’t love Elvis you don’t love me In this world of sorrow, no man is free If you don’t love Elvis you don’t love me The hardest thing for us to do is let each other be The hardest thing for us to do is let each other be And who will eat the fruit of the heavenly tree? No war’s a righteous war and oil is not worth dying for If you don’t love Elvis you don’t love me If you don’t love Elvis you don’t love me In this world of sorrow, no man is free If you don’t love Elvis you don’t love me The white-winged dove John Lennon & the seagull Neil Young sing ‘Though we may be terrified, we can still be strong. Even though we have no voices, anyone can sing. Hey hey, my my, rock & roll can never die Hey hey, my my, rock & roll can never die Hey hey, my my, rock & roll can never die Hey hey, my my, rock & roll can never die” If you don’t love Elvis you don’t love me If you don’t love Elvis you don’t love me If you don’t love Elvis you don’t love me In this world of sorrow, no man is free If you don’t love Elvis you don’t love me
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That Honey 04:04
That Honey What are we doing? Who are we fooling, stealing through the streets in the dark with no shoes on? Gotta keep moving, finding something new, but there’s a little place inside that wants to stick like glue and I hope you don’t mind, hope you don’t mind I want to have that honey all the time I don’t want sugar and I don’t want wine I want to have that honey all the time I want to have that honey all the time We get out of bed but we just get fed up Try and try again but wind up lonely in a bathtub I cannot do that much, it doesn’t feel like love Maybe I’m just greedy but I’m holding out for the good stuff holding out for the good stuff and I hope you don’t mind, hope you don’t mind I want to have that honey all the time I don’t want sugar and I don’t want wine I want to have that honey all the time I want to have that honey all the time that comes from the secret place in your mind inspiration, dedication born of the treasure we hide and despise lamentation, revelation caterpillar to butterfly and I and I and I and I I hope you don’t mind, hope you don’t mind I want to have that honey all the time I don’t want sugar and I don’t want wine I want to have that honey all the time I want to have that honey all the time
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I'm On Fire 02:27
I’m On Fire Hey, little girl, is your daddy home? Did he go and leave you all alone now? Oh, I got a bad desire Oh, I’m on fire Tell me now, baby, is he good to you? Can he do to you the things I don’t do now? Oh, I can take you higher Oh, I’m on fire Sometimes it’s like someone took a knife, baby, edgy and dull And cut a six-inch valley through the middle of my skull At night I wake up with the sheets soaking wet And a freight train running through the middle of my head Only you, you cool my desire Oh, I’m on fire Oh, I’m on fire Oh, I’m on fire
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La vie est vaine, Un peu d’amour, Un peu de haine, Et puis—Bonjour! La vie est brève: Un peu d’espoir, Un peu de rève Et puis—Bon soir!
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Little Black Cloud Oh little black cloud, what have you done to my heart? One-night stand, foreign land, I can’t understand how you became my shining star. It’s never gonna be the same, never gonna be the same again never gonna be the same like it was. Oh little black cloud, what have you done to my eyes? They used to sparkle like a diamond, like Orion’s belt a-shining Now I’m always crying It’s never gonna be the same, never gonna be the same again never gonna be the same like it was. It’s never gonna be the same, never gonna be the same again never gonna be the same because here it comes, the one we all come running to here it comes, the one we’ve all been waiting for here it comes, it hasn’t even started yet and I want more. Oh little black cloud, what have you done to my heart? Something woke me up this morning It was you and you were storming dark It’s never gonna be the same, never gonna be the same again, never gonna be the same like it was It’s never gonna be the same, never gonna be the same again, never gonna be the same because here it comes, the one we all come running to here it comes, the one we’ve all been waiting for here it comes, it hasn’t even started yet and I want more oh, little black cloud.
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My Moonbeam 04:00
My Moonbeam I want to walk outside when the moon’s all bright Through the canyon land in the dazzling light In the dark you say, “I’m gonna go and find her” But I move across the ground like a sidewinder Tell me what’s a girl to do when I know my heart is true And I sing my heart for you? If you really listen you can hear my voice singing Sounds just like the wind in the pines My moonbeam, my moonbeam I got an angel face and a dirty mouth Got a guitar on my back, I can take it out And play a song so fine that the mountain lions Come on down from the hills just to nestle by my side Tell me what’s a girl to do when I know my heart is true And I sing my heart for you? If you really listen you can hear my voice singing Sounds just like the wind in the high & lonesome Don’t let go, just breathe slowly Don’t let go, I hold you tight Don’t let go, I kiss you boldly Walk into the dark of the night Walk into the dark of the night with me Cause I got eyes that see like a hunting owl And it’s a mystery that we don’t fall down With the wolf and the raven in the canyon land Can you walk with me? Will you be my friend? Tell me what’s a girl to do when I know my heart is true and I sing my heart for you? If you really listen you can hear my voice singing sounds just like the wind in the high & lonesome If you really listen you can hear my voice singing sounds just like the wind in the high & lonesome pines.
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Clam Crab Cockle Cowrie That means ‘no’ where I come from. I am cold out waiting for the day to come. I chew my lips, oh, and I scratch my nose - feels so good to be a rose. Oh now don’t, don’t you lift me up like I’m that shy, no no no no no, just give it up. There are bats all dissolving in a row into the wishy-washy dark that cannot let go – and I cannot let go. So I thank the Lord, oh, and I thank his sword, though it be mincing up the morning slightly bored. Oh, now morning without warning like a hole – oh, and I watch you go. There are some mornings when the sky looks like a road. There are some dragons who were built to have and hold, and some machines were dropped from great heights lovingly – and some great bellies ache with many bumblebees, and they sting so terribly. I do as I please. Now I’m on my knees, and your skin is something that I stir into my tea, and I am watching you, and you are starry starry starry. And I’m tumbling down, and I check a frown. It’s why I love this town. Just look around and see me celebrated hourly, serenaded sourly, dedicated dourly, waltzing with the open sea: clam, crab, cockle, cowrie – oh, would you just look at me!
15.
Your Shirt Is A Window Your shirt is a window I keep falling, falling into Your shirt is a window I keep falling, falling into I should never have let you get on that plane without me Should’ve stayed beside you when the train took off while we were kissing My song is a lonely little song that I will sing When I’m alone and thinking of you You’ll fall for the first girl that you’ll fall for after me And I’ll keep on falling for you I should never have let you get on that plane without me Should’ve stayed beside you when the train took off while we were kissing while we were kissing, while we were kissing and when I asked you how you knew you loved me you just pointed at your chest and said, “I just do, I just do” and when you asked me the same question I gave you the exact same answer Some things are so simple and so true Your shirt is a window I keep falling, falling into Still smells like your body so I wear it to bed, falling into I should never have let you get on that plane without me Should’ve stayed beside you when the train took off while we were kissing
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Hymn 02:52
Hymn Yes, yes The dark rolls in early Night falls when it’s afternoon Yes, yes Branches are barren Black limbs against a night sky of velvet blue Oh yes, oh yes The green will return Blossom swell when the earth’s blessed And we will rejoice in the colors Of spring when the whole world says yes.
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Duet 00:37
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Gas Station Lover Gas station lover, I know you don’t expect when you ask me out to dinner I’ll do anything but reject your offer You look at me & you say “Wow” just before you ask me out It’s a rough old world & it’s nice to feel appreciated One day when I win the Powerball with a ticket that you sold me Cause I know you give me all the lucky numbers I’ll write you a big six-figure check You can quit your job, take some nice girl out And while you take her dancing, I’ll play my piano, oh, oh, oh. Gas station lover, you ask about my boyfriend. Well, I don’t have a boyfriend. I lied because you were so persistent asking me to dinner but now I’m fascinated with my imaginary boyfriend. You ask me, “Does he know he’s lucky?” and I smile and say “Oh yes, he knows he’s lucky.” Then I take my Lotto ticket and I leave you there behind your counter but someday I’ll surprise you and say, “Thank you for making me feel beautiful. I was having a totally crappy day and I still don’t want to go out with you, I just wanted you to know, I just wanted you to know, and one day, one day, one day when I win the Powerball with a ticket that you sold me Cause I know you give me all the lucky numbers I’ll write you a big six-figure check You can quit your job, take some nice girl out And while you take her dancing, I’ll play my piano, oh, oh, oh. Gas station lover, I know you don’t expect when you ask me out to dinner I’ll do anything but reject your offer You look at me & you say “Wow” just before you ask me out It’s a rough old world & it’s nice to feel appreciated

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18 songs about love, loss & everything in between that are equal parts joyous, devastating & most of all, relatable. Dreamabilly folk-pop chanteuse Alexandra Scott's stunning vocals brim with passion & fragile honesty.

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Alexandra Scott New Orleans, Louisiana

Alexandra Scott is a freewheeling, independently-powered, neo-country surrealist. She grew up on a cattle farm in Virginia & cut her teeth gigging as a teenager in East Coast music scene, paying homage to Suzanne Vega, The Replacements, Waylon Jennings, & early R.E.M.; then one day she packed up her truck & moved to New Orleans, where she's been happily ever after. ... more

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